the unpacking and repacking has become a little too much lately
the body and soul need some recovery time...
through the years the "winter" customers were nearly non existent anyway
with sales even less of an occurrence
so this is an economical move to protect my body and etc...
meanwhile I'll be in the studio, getting ready for the spring and a new season of customers...
the pots for the March shows are already packed and need only to be put back in the truck
we'll see if this makes sense as the time passes...
I will miss seeing it all set up ... it's a reminder that I make fine work and am competent...
or so I tell myself... it is easy to doubt that... I do, everyday it seems...
after the last year of "lawyers, guns and money"...
I want some ease back...
whatever the outcome, from wherever it comes...
I just want some ease to return...
so that I might remember how to live again...
